tanha

lafzo ko aarzu thi zubaan se...

zubaan ko aarzu thi ek ehsaas se...

ehsaas ko aarzu thi ek khwab se...

khwab ko aarzu thi oonchi udaan se...

pankh kate the mere main ud na saka....

jo khwab thay oose mukaam na mila...

ehsas bas apne tak seemit reh gya...

zubaan lad khaday aur lafzo ko main dabata chala gya...

akhir tanha main reh gya...tanha main reh gya !!!

whenever i say gudbye

i gaze through the window but my mind thinks the moments spend with you...
I am leaving behind something close to my heart,lookin outside i calculate how far...
how i wish i could turn back the wheels...run back where i left you and hold you tight...
i have a dying urge to see you now ... but now..
i would have to just gaze out....
with tears in my eyes...i say goodbye...
to you..to this place and everything that crosses by....
just in a hope that we gonna meet tomorrow n everything gonna be just fine!!!!

some relations are like this..they are part of us...nothing can describe
We get so dependent.. that the moment we sense its not gonna be there..
there's a catastrophe in our mind....heart sinks and tears fill our eyes...
there's intense urge to cry out loud..to yell...but...what happens is just....
a calm silence and feeling of loneliness..that's evident in our eyes!!!

with luv to my mom

i hv a MOM who cried on my fall....
laughd her heart out whnvr i won,
walkd thru tough times all along.......
Sat beside me whn i needed a friend,
held my hand whn no1 cared,..........
fought th world for my survival n went thru all its odd trials...
she made me strong to face ths world,
whtvr i am..i owe it to her..........
she my friend my strength my philospher,
my guide my mentor my admirer........
she is my love my life my visible god
for u my mom... i dedicate my soul...
love u mom!!!

mirage

i walked through the  desert leaving behind a trail....
nature played its part of crushing me,again and. again....
i stumbled..i fell.. but i rose again....
i walked and walked to the horizon afar...
i knew its a mirage yet it ddnt dither my path...
i tread slowly but... steadily towards my immaculate dream.....
a lonely heart a lonely soul with a deep passion unknown...
a stranger, a wanderer ,m an optimist to the core...
wait o' mirage dont go so far...i be there please give me a chance...
i pause i smile and continue my path...
an endless journey towards whims of my heart.